March 21st, 2008

Time: 10:54 pm Current Mood: happy

life is swell with my girl vilma. end of story.

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June 1st, 2005

Current Music: Lynard Skynard - Freebird Subject: Today it begins. Time: 09:12 pm Current Mood: distressed

Today was pretty bad, and i feel the rest of the year is going to be similar. Probation for a year. This guy knows what im talking about.

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March 20th, 2005

Current Music: sounds of Battle Royale people screaming. Subject: Am i sick or not> Time: 02:35 am Current Mood: grumpy

Well most of you know i got in a fight/pwned some time back at vfw, but anywho this is the 3rd time my nose has bled for no apparent reason ill be just laying down or washing my hands and bam it will start gushing out filling tissues full of blood. Anywho im not sure if its normal but other then that and back pain im all healed up. Just got 2 dvds from netflix The Testament of Dr.Mabuse and Battle Royale Special Edition even though i've seen it i wanted this copy with dvd quaility.

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February 28th, 2005

Current Music: Ben Folds Five - Cigarrette Time: 01:22 am Current Mood: peaceful

Just Finished Watching Full Metal Alchemist all 51 episodes of it not a long anime, but good plot and drawings. It sucks right when you watch a shitload of anime consecutively thats all that is your mind at it sticks in your head and you try to apply anime reality to yours or maybe thats the old milk i drank talking. Anywho i went to court and i have to go again April 19th. Basically this equation is my bill for redemption. Court Costs + 2 (class c misdemeanors) same thing as 2 traffic violations w/max fine of $500 each + forced donation to a group like madd etc.... = $1500-2000 So yah i have till April 19th to get the money and i quit my job at Outback Steakhouse. So im looking for a job right now shouldn't be too hard i just wont be working in a resteraunt thats for sure. So the plan is get a job, work alot, pay the bill, and get it off my record for life, and live a normal life. Oh yah my birthday is on thursday woot woot 03/03/05 19 and i cant do shit except buy more cigarrettes to kill my lungs.

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February 7th, 2005

Current Music: Ben Folds Five - The Luckiest Subject: A Montero or Jetta???? Time: 02:11 pm Current Mood: curious

A 1995 Mitsubishi Montero Sport SR 3.5L, ENGINE 6G74/DOHC, Sunroof, Viper alarm etc.... Costs 2k to fix but is paid off already. A 2001 Volkswagen Jetta 1.8L SOHC with 6disc cd changer, kewl blue interior, faster then montero, dark tinting, 10 nos tanks jk. Costs me 325 a month. Which one would you pick.

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January 25th, 2005

Current Music: Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm Subject: Say goodbye to Talking Battleships. Time: 01:54 am Current Mood: crazy

I don't know about you but im fucking scared of clowns. A middle aged man wearing make up playing with toys and touching/talking to little kids is enough, but they made that stupid movie "IT" to make things worse. If your not scared of a clown then you should be. "You sunk my battleship" that hawt british girl in harold and kumar playing battleshits. Everything is paid off except my good old tickets they can never fail to financially depress me but all in all things are good. And every so often i have a moment of temporary happiness with this person that i can't compare to any other. Im drug free except for cigarettes and im definitely more screwed up in the head then before. :)

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January 17th, 2005

Current Music: Underoath - Reinventing Your Exit Subject: The knife that made me.... Time: 11:28 pm Current Mood: enraged

So i just bought a Smith & Wesson knife. So i thought i should see how sharp it was on some stuffed animals. So i decided to slice a chihuahua on the mexican flag. Then some owl came out of nowhere about to jump me so i was like oh you too biotch. What is this world coming to? The rest is too graphic, but this knife is legal so i think im going to carry it on me and try not to play with it so much and cut random things. Anywho my lawyer is taken care of my party on friday was lame and now things are getting normal and i can see the light at the end of the tunnel of debt. I can get a license in about a week and start driving legally. It's pretty scary driving without a license because if i got pulled over i would go straight to jail :/. Thank God that didn't happen so no drinking or anything anymore just cigz on the side to keep me from going insane but not too many.

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December 29th, 2004

Current Music: Remy Zero - Fair Subject: Oh k Time: 01:49 am Current Mood: distressed

Ok i just got shot in the face with a roman candle from about five feet away and my lip is in pain and my face is red. Im going to court for my DWI on January 14, 2005 at 8:00am Hidalgo County Court. Lawyer is only a 1000$ and court costs 2-3000$. Btw people stop making long fucking posts im sure nothing really happened in your day more important than anyone else. right on my damn face WTF.

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October 24th, 2004

Subject: Lets call this Ticket number 9 <3 McAllen PD Time: 11:16 pm

+ + = (McAllen Police) + (My Jetta) + (beer bong, keg stand, some jack daniels) = (Another ticket for Omar and almost going to jail.) I seriously despise McAllen police department so i figured out a way i can screw them over but i would have to be really serious about it. When i turn 21 im going to join the force and find as many corrupt mother fuckers and ticket tagging whores and either kill them all or just report them to a superior or state official. Anyways im not really going to do that but i wish some crazy ass would. No joke, Im financially fucked i was going to tell the officer to give me a kiss because i like a kiss before i get fucked!!!!!! He financially fucked me he put the cherry on the debt sundae. How can one dumbass mexican in a jetta get 9 tickets. I heard you can pay the tickets off by spending a night in jail or so maybe thats a possibility. Point is if you owe me money and you know who you are help me like i helped you, and no im not asking for money from anyone.

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September 10th, 2004

Current Music: Steel Train - Blown Away Subject: Teh Confusion. Time: 12:53 pm Current Mood: confused

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity. Not emo confused or lost just having a blank moment.

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September 4th, 2004

Current Music: Beatles - Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds Subject: It's been a whole lot of nothing. Time: 12:14 am Current Mood: blank

1. "You know anything about rectal itch? 2. "I spoke to Jesus last night. Jesus Christ, that is." 3. "Hustler printed my letter... wanna see?" 4. "They think they can fire ME? I'll show 'em." I've had a few awkward conversations lately i don't know why either because im just too tired to put the effort or because the other person is boring, retarded, or bipolar. Rofls at this pic

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August 7th, 2004

Current Music: Steel Train - Blown Away Subject: Late and Back in Debt. Time: 05:03 am Current Mood: discontent

Dood its 5 am i worked today and didnt do much after except drive to a party. Anywho i figured out i have 2 serious problems out of the many. #1 is i cant sleep well either because i have no love life or because i have a weird condition that i need pills for. #2 I dont know how to let people pass me. It makes me mad or some chemical imbalance is triggered i floor it. My car isn't even fast but i always drive fast. I tried listening to blues that kind of helps while driving. Omg but techno at night with my car is just asking for it. Thats a beer i would enjoy opening up.

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July 27th, 2004

Current Music: The Early November - Ever So Sweet Subject: Jetta + Omar = JetOmar Time: 02:51 am Current Mood: Super Fucking Happy!

Dood the equation makes no sense but i got a new fucking car. I'm paying for the payments and my pa for the insurance cuz of all my tickets. Indigo is so pleasant. The guy said it doesn't have a governor so i can hit a 160mph do you know how fucking great that is muhahahaa. Ok well the car isn't the fastest or the pretiest but its mine and its not my gray plymouth breeze that smells like cigarettes and crayons. If you wanna see it or race me cal my cell and we can meet. Maybe one day it will be like this 2 fast 2 ghetto

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July 20th, 2004

Subject: No point in going again. Time: 04:47 am

I don't know why i went to mexico again i spent way more money this time i think 50 or 60 bucks it was so pointless someone needs to call me and be like dood stay in america and stop wasting your money cuz you are in debt, but no one ever does. Who goes to mexico on mondays ill tell you who losers. There are no winners when u come back from mexico cuz when all is said and done you just crossed a river to pay to kill your brain cells, hahaha but i had an ok time. i just ask why is it so green?

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July 19th, 2004

Current Music: Commander Venus-Do You Feel At Home Subject: My Vacation begins today. Monday-Thursday Time: 03:01 am Current Mood: contemplative

I have 4 days off! I think i will look for a new job or just waste em by sleeping, playing cs or doing who knows what. Anywho i need to catch up on sleep or figure out a way to fall asleep because i cant sleep till 5 am the earliest now even if i have work the next day :(. I read "If you can’t get to sleep, don’t just lie in bed. Do something else, like reading, watching television, or listening to music, until you feel tired. The anxiety of being unable to fall asleep can actually contribute to insomnia." i think that is a helpful fact if i ever saw one i know everyone lies in bed for a good while thinking about shit so stop it cuz its bad for you! Oh and if you are up late at night and bored go here and read why you are so screwed up. http://www.ninds.nih.gov/health_and_medical/pubs/understanding_sleep_brain_basic_.htm Comment if you wanna hang out these 4 days cuz i have nothing planned a car and a credit card.

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July 12th, 2004

Current Music: Piebald-Long Nights Subject: Fucking Alarm Clock!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time: 01:39 am Current Mood: aggravated

Omg night after night of close calls drunken returns and clumsy sneaking out my downfall is a fucking alarm clock. Lemme explain. I leave through my window and lock my door and take off in my car, i get a call from my mom asking where i am and why i dont turn off the alarm and then some guy yells "Fuck that shit" she then finds out im at ihop i wasn't even getting drunk or doing something illegal god hates me. I come home yelling at myself and going 100 on 10th even though i have 6 tickets i didn't even care if i got another because i was fucked like an altar boy in a gay bar. Anyways i dunno how im going to leave my house now they took my car keys and say i have to leave it with them every night. I was feeling so old with my credit card and job but now i fell like a lil fucking kid its sad. Oh and i was lectured about how cigarettes are bad for me. Things really aren't that bad but now im on lockdown and disappointed my rents. alarm clocks will forever irritate me.

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July 1st, 2004

Current Music: initial d-street of fire. Subject: Not so bad.... Mediocre Time: 04:09 am Current Mood: awake

Things are not so bad, debbie paid me back in full that made me proud of her. Anywho financial status is im "not totally screwed" i paid $50 payment on one of my many speeding tickets heh im actually on a payment plan with a city of mcallen. Its sad when i go to municipal court they already know my name kinda like that show "Cheers" except no bar. Maybe a tattoo will happen this july if im drunk enough to do that. im not bad ass enough for that kinda tattoo.

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June 23rd, 2004

Subject: Delivery me out of Debt Time: 01:12 am

I don't know how its possible, but i owe so much money everywhere. I owe over a thousand dollars in tickets to the city of mcallen, i owe my brother $200, my car is in the shop for who knows what costing $800, my new phone bill not sure how much that is, oh and i lent debbie about a $100 but that was for a good cause i think, and other minor things such as gas and cigarettes slowly eating away my wallet. I need a skooter, 5 jobs, stop smoking and then everything will be wonderful.

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June 19th, 2004

Current Music: Voodoo Glow Skulls - Insubordination Subject: Minor Holidays suck. Time: 10:55 pm Current Mood: scared

I work 13 hours no break this sunday(manana) Fathers day. I dont know how to survive this i thought concerta but it only last 12 hours and wears off in like 10hrs, anywho guess ill just buy a 6 pack of red bull and a couple more ginsengs pills. if anyone knows the side affects please tell me:(

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June 17th, 2004

Subject: Ginseng Fucking Sucks Time: 05:32 am

I can't sleep its 5:30 am

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